‘Yes, I am guilty’
‘Yes I am guilty’ is the book written by Munwar Shah. It is one
of the most memorable book I have ever read. Though many of people are aware of
neither book nor author, yet this book is milestone in Marathi literature. This
book is basically
an autobiography of a convict/accused?.
While reading, we realize that this book contains many forms
of literature within
itself. This can be a confession; this can be a thrilling mysterious
novel, a movie script or even can be a moral story.
About author:
Munwar Harun Shah.
Munwar Shah was one of the accused of Joshi-Abhyankar serial
murder case in Pune & shocked not only Pune but the entire country.
He was only son of his parents. He was Muslim by religion
and as per he
describes in his book, he was brilliant in studies.
Also,he was the youngest member of his gang. He completed
his school studies from N.M.V.
School Poona
college, he came in contact with other gang members named Jakkal, Sutar, Jag.
Background:
Munwar Shah describes the era of late seventies of Pune in
this book. He describes his childhood, affection towards his Ammi & Abba
(Parents); his school, his friends, his teachers.
We also get some references such as Panshet Dam breach in
Pune in 1961, the war time situation in 1972, the fashion and trends in his
school and college life. He also describes some funny and memorable incidents
happened in his early life, in school and college days.
While reading his childhood, we eventually wonder, how come
a boy from a very good
and a cultured family, with good social status, can do a
heinous crime?
A man is known by the company he keeps. Munwar Shah never
knew about the drastic
changes in his life. All he blames to his gang members.
These are the pages from his book in which he confesses & describes the 10
murders that his gang committed. The hilarious crime, they did only to enjoy
thrill.
In a section, Munwar describes about nature of other gang
members. They all were nothing but the young next door men. Munwar writes, “I
am still in search of the answer, how could I be so blind and foolish that I
couldn’t realize the results”. He regrets, “Alas, I could avoid their company.
At this stage of life I realize that it was not that difficult saying ‘sorry, I
can’t work with you’!” But again he tells himself, ‘time has now gone.’
While reading this book, we relate with these characters. We
actually can imagine incidence described. We may finish this 185 page book in
single sitting. His command over the Marathi language is supreme. This all can
be a proud thing to any writer-author. But we cannot forget that author himself
is a criminal. This is the autobiography which is written in the jail, at the
time when his death knell lay close. He knows his time and date of his death.
Yet, he writes and gives a confession of all his crimes and still he doesn’t
expect to forgive his own self.
We can sense the potential of a good person within him.
Here, writer in a criminal wins.
Yes, I am guilty.
Munwar Shah
A Shubhada- Saraswat Publication, Pune.
